I have been neglecting my blog this past week, I’ve been happily wrapped in the arms of the man I love. I never thought that I could feel this way for anybody, picking HIM up from the airport was by far the highlight of my summer. My smile grew wider and wider as I drove closer to the airport. I parked my car with anticipation and eagerly awaited his arrival in baggage claim. When I saw that man, it was as is a lightning bolt shot through my body – I wanted to jump into his arms. Instead, I held my composure and ran (walked briskly) to him , wrapping my arms around him so tightly – trying to hold back every emotion I felt.
Constantly throughout the week I found myself just watching him… watching how interacts with people and how he interacts with my family. Nobody can tell me that he isn’t simply amazing. I swear we are meant to be. I caught him staring at me numerous times, blowing kissing and making silly faces. That’s how we love. Sometimes, I can feel him watching me sleep and suddenly I feel his arms wrap around me and draw me in like a blanket.
I’m quilted in his love. He is everything I want and need. I’ve never been the type to introduce people to my family and be smitten by love but cupid finally got me.
Today was by far the hardest day ever for me – he left. I cried because I didn’t want him to go – even though it was a week it felt like forever he had been here with me. I had gotten used to listening to his heartbeat, the way he eats his food, the way he stares at me and most importantly the way he holds me. I felt like a big baby today, like I was taking the walk of shame…. It’s so different talking on the phone everyday than seeing them in person – it’s so much more genuine.
I feel like my heart dropped as I pulled away from the airport today. I’m not big on having tons of fake friends so normally, I’m a loner. It was amazing having somebody to confide in an just ride with… he’s like my best friend.
I draped my arms around his neck and turned my head so he wouldn’t see my tears fall,I told myself I wouldn’t cry,
The more I looked down at the clock the heavier my eyes got,
but, I told myself I wouldn’t cryI closed my eyes knowing that this wasn’t goodbye – only see you later,
but still I criedAn like rain clouds overflowing with precipitation, I began,
holding his hands as memories came to my eyes continuously telling myself this wasn’t goodbye…He wiped my eyes and his smile could light the moon, whispering “I love you”, he turned away and hugged me, “I’ll see you soon”
-Ms.Guided
Life, Love and the Pursuit of Happiness 